I woke up hungover
And decided for sure
That today is the day
This is it, no more
No more going to the temple
No begging for grace
No more wanting mercy
No more fighting the case
I leave the wine house
I slowly walk away
Am I still complete
Be it, as it may
Let me watch You now
I quietly jeer
Look for me all over
Far and near
Miss me and want me
Long for me a little
Feel what I feel
Left standing in the middle
You may be all knowing
All present all power
But you still need me
Like the rain needs the flower
Like the sun needs the moon
And the ocean needs the wave
The winemaker his drunk
God needs His knave
I bring down my cup
Yes I do dare
The wine needs me more
I loudly declare
And that is when I hear
Your smile loud and pure
Don’t need to say a word
I read Your mind for sure
The whole is complete
No matter what’s taken
The whole can always give
To the fallen forsaken
The whole needs nothing
Wants nothing at all
Is whole in itself
Can never fall
I walk back slowly
To the temple door
Hold my cup out
And beg for some more
Afraid of the silence
If my mind clears up
Go on winemaker
Fill me my cup
Drunk and chastesized
Part of the whole
I whirl in my madness
Go on, laugh dear soul
Elusive Silence 